Hmm, let's see I started this journal like 2.5 years ago, or was it more? can't remember for sure, but Im pretty sure I was around 15.

Seems like I've grown old and boring, (almost 19), I started to date my guildmaster on wow and forgot all about manga :P

Probably because nowadays manga is the main-mainstream intrest of every "alternative" emo/goth kids who think they are unique. -_-')
and lack of money ofc...

*sigh*

I still love some manga trough<3

Just as the title says, I'm not dead, just boring. Planning to post some posts about manga in a near future, when I get my camera to work. There's nothing else to whrite about, since my life just is a long neverending delerium, so fuck private life.

I'm back to school, in the second year of high school. Dummy hasn't come back yet, and I wonder if he ever will be back. 50/50, he might come, but it's almost bigger chance what he won't show up again.
I'm also planning to start with pills again, to keep me happy. Lol. Isn't it patethic what you need stuff as fontex to be happy?
I think it is.

Well, enough of Delerium!

It's been a long time now, a very, very long time. I'm not dead, but I have been very busy for a long time. High School is a busy thing.

Today, I'm going out with an old friend from Junior's High and there just two weeks left before I going on summer vacation.

Me and Dummy are still kind of friends. We where supposed to go out, but I don't know now.
He's very cute, and adorable in the most ways, and he probably thinks I'm jokeing around with him. That's too bad.

We'll se about that later.

It's been a time since I last whrote something here.
But that's probably just because my life' is chaning like a tornado from day to day. Damn teenages. ^^;
I've been around with countless strange pesons and Dummy is still weird, and we're still friends. Or at least I hope so.
I tried to buy a nakayoshi-premumration from Sun Ai. It's been three weeks and they still hasn't reply my mail. Gosh... *_*)
How busy these days are...

I'm back again, at least for the moment. It seems like I have been very, very busy for many weeks now. I can't understand why there is so much things to do. T_T;
As I said before I got three new subjects in school, so that means much more homework.

My Yes-Asia order arrived last week, so I post some pictures if anyone wants to look. (Just for killing time.
I ordered 3 Nin de Ikou, Shoujo Tenshi Milcute, Sailor Moon and a thick book with Mizuki Kanaru's ledicomi short stories, and that book has an incredible long romanji namne which I don't remember. On kanji it is: 恋愛少女.
I really like Kanaru's art, it's cute.


all 5 books


cover of 恋愛少女



the first color splash page

Back to school after all holidays was a smaller shock. Half of my old class is gone, and new students from another program has taken their place.
But I don't mind, I like my new classmates to.

The snow is gone, and the rain is taking over again, just like it use to be.
I got some new subjects in school, media and art, some new teachers and some new friends.
So I guess everything is just what its supposed to be.

Right now, I'm waiting for my Yes-Asia order to come, I ordered 5 books in early january.
Milcute vol 2, Sailor Moon vol 7 and 8, and two other which I don't remember the names on.

Friday today, I'm home and trying to tidy up my room, do some homework, whrite som fanfic and make my Nakayoshi calender flat.
My Sun Ai order arrived today, but the calender was wrinkled and now I have it in a heavy book to make it flat again.



Yesterday, I ordered five books from Yes-Asia, have never tried Y-A before, but I hope I will get my stuff.
In school, everything is just as it's supposed to be; some morrons ruin your day and some nice people make the day good. I got some final works in english and religion, before I get my grade. Happy Study! ^^

Finally, it's 2007, a whole new year, it's like an empty book, all you have to do is to try you're best to fill it with good things.

On the first day of the new year, I was up all night, chatting with on of my old teachers on icq, pretty strange beginning of a new year, but I don't really care.
My best friend was drunk and fool around with her jerk...



I saw plenty of fireworks, and I took pictures of as many as I could, but I failed to catch a green one. Anyway it was very pretty, to bad there was no snow; just rain.
Sweden is a very rainy country.

It's been a while since I posted here...
I'm on kurisumasu-vacation right now, aren't all student's when they're away from school?

The last week in school was ver, very turbulent, and as the idiot I am, I ended up with the wrong guy. Again. I'm fabulous. I hang around guys I don't even have an intrerest in.
Teenage-life... It's just no good.

I'm sick right now (again), my 3:rd cold this season.
So I just have to stay inside for the rest of my vacation and play more videogames.
It's fun how life works out.

Rain, it's raining all over the city, and many roads are covered in water, which has caused many traffic jams.
My buss home was almost 1 hour late!
It's crazy, I can't believe were all the water came from, and I haven't seen the sun for weeks. It's a strange winter in Sweden this year, no snow, and nothing but water and rain.

School's going smooth and nice, but one of my classmates will change class next year. T_T
When she changes class, we will be 3 girls in my class including me and over 17 boys....

School was ok today, nothing did really happen. Just an usual day and it was raining.
I meet a work-mate, after school and we went to the library and after that to a cafe, to have lunch and talk. It was nice.
We talked about work, she's putting together a cv right now, and she's trying to get a job in England. She is about 27, and she's tired at Sweden, grey small cities, she want to live in London again and she wants to live in New York in the future.
I can understand her in a way, but at the moment, Sweden and it's small grey cities are
exiting enough for me.

I like to talk to her, it's so fun to hear about someones dreams and goals.
When I talk to my friends in school, they don't have a clue what they want.
Their dream is to live in a nice house with their boyfriends and have a couple of children.

I want something more than that.
I want to do something "more" than that.

I started to feel on ill friday after I took some iron-pills, crushed in a glass of water.
Plus some other pills and no food for almost a week.
At saturday morning, I was very ill, I couldn't leave my bed for two days!
At sunday I went slighly better but my head started to hurt really bad, and now I can't feel the right side on my chest and it hurts when I'm breathing.

So I think I'll be off to the hostpital later tonight, I don't want too, but I must get healty again. As soon as possible. Tomorrow I have a thing I just have to be at and at wednesday I'm going out with an old friend.

But besides all that, I'm okay and I have A LOT of study things to do.
I just want to lay down and play video games right now, but I have to study.

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I were at a wedding party last night...
It was very nice and I think everybody had fun.
The couple had known each other for a very long time, and they like each other very much.
The groom held a speech at the dinner, a very long speech, but it was so beautiful!
It was straight from the heart and the guest's were almost crying.

My best friend should have heard that, 'cause she's still struggling with her jerk to boyfriend.
How come a wonderful girl can have a stupid boyfriend? Why does he make her so strange?
I still don't get. I think I never will get it...
Where's the catch?

Oh, and I almost forgot, the october(!) issue of Nakayoshi did finally arrive yesterday!


Pink Innocent is really pink

It's rainin today. Again.
Sweden is such a rainy contry.
Today, I got the october issue (no 10) of Nakayoshi, and it was two weeks late.
Sun Ai is so bad... T_T
But I'm glad I got it anyway.

School goes on like usual and I'm always looking for new ways to understand my friends.
Nonbody is much for talking in High School and I miss my best friend more than ever.
I was used to talk to her all day long in Junior's High School.

I miss that very much actually...

My Naka didn't come today either. Why are Sun Ai SO VERY SLOW?!
If it hasn't come on Friday I mail them again, and if it don't come next week, I canel my order. I have to order from USA instead, they are expensiver, but lightyears faster.

No school today, lots of school work instead, so I'll better start work on that right now.

I ordered the Nakayoshi October issue for a month agao, and they say I should have my magazine in the end of October. It's November now, and I have no idea why I don't have my Naka yet. They sent an email last week and it was like: We got your Naka, but not the Ciao, do you want a Chu Chu instead of a Ciao?

I send an email back; telling them I just wanted the Naka, and now I'm still waiting for it... Sun Ai's service is really bad. T_T;
Today, school was good. I got my new friends to chat with sometimes, and that's good. I do really like to talk alot. They are guys, all of them, but it doesn't bother me.

Some girls are waaaaaay more complicated than guys. And girls don't like me very much at all. They just glare at me, as if I was trying to seduce her boyfriend. Tss...
The ways of teenagers are mysterious.. haha..

I meet my old friend today, she waited for me outside our classroom.
I got a sms from her just before the lesson ended telling "i'm right outside".
Something did happen, I just rushed out of the classroom shouting "Michiru, Michiru!" and throwed myself at her. I was so very happy to se her. So, so super glad!
It was wonderful to see her again, and I have longed for her for almost a half year.


We went to Espresso House to have some coffe and to talk. It was wonderful.
I'm in heaven today.

I'm on holiday right now, I just have to go on one lesson tomorrow!
It's great to be at home sometimes, because you can sleep as much as you want.
Or clean as much as you want, I have been cleaning my room for days now. It's not super messy, but besides study, it isn't much to do at home.

Things I'll do today: Watch some raws of Kirarin Revolution, maybe upload some screen shots, clean my room, study and eat something nutritious.

Japanese test this morning, and my result was 50/50.. It means I have to study harder.
Okay, I haven't been lazy with the Japanese, but I can work harder to.
This weekend I am going to sleep and study, just relax as Rilakuma. ^^
The relax-bear y'know.

School drained me today. *sight* My dummy to teacher didn't even talk to me about my schedule... (Don’t she know how hard I try to work at her lessons?!) >_<)#
I was really, really tired when I finally arrived at work...
Jess gave me some candy and wished me a nice weekend so I'm happy today. ^^
Still waiting for Naka and Ciao, but Sun Ai ARE lazy.... I hope I get them at the end of next week.

I haven't posted much these days, maybe it's just because nothing exciting has happen.
Nowadays, I just wait for House on the TV...
I like it really much!

But one thing has happen, me and my former best friend has decided to meet on thirsday week 44. I don't know yet what we are going to do, maybe go to Espresso House, have some coffee and chat. Even if she's isn't much for talking.
I think we all need someone to tell about how pointless gym class is, how boring the math lesson is, and how dumb we can be.

Especially me. Sometimes I do very dumb things even without knowing it. And I always regret it afterwards.
I'm kind of amazing when it comes to that.

Anyway, I looking forward to see her again, I saw here the 14 June last time, so it has been a while. Its Week 42 now, so it's just two weeks left...